So, sometimes it might be time to change directions if something's not working, or even if it is and you want something to be better. You need to be willing to take risks to get yourself there. Staying in your current position or season or hard time is not going to get you where you want to be in the future. I don't know what I want to do with my life, and I don't know what I want to do in the future, but I do know I'm going to do everything I possibly can to push myself to be successful in life. I am not talking about financially, although that might be part of it. I am talking about being successful in life - being happy, not sitting at home and just not doing anything. I want to make a difference in the world. I don't know if I want to go to college or not - probably not. But if I do I want it to be in another state or country this is because it will allow me to be more independent, learn a new culture, meet new people, and start a fresh new life. If that is something you need to do, do it. If you need to pack your box and move, then go do it! Seasons change, colors change, people change. Fight for what you want, go work harder than anyone else so you can go and impact the world better than anyone else! Don't prove yourself to others prove yourself to yourself.
You shouldn't care what other people think about you, because it will impact you in a negative way. You need to focus on your dreams, not someone else's. Don’t worry about offending someone else. Someone's always going to be unhappy with what you do in your life and the choices you make. Sometimes you have to step way out of your comfort zone in order to find a new comfort zone. Meet new people, travel, do whatever the hell you want, within reason. Push yourself to your limits, but don't push yourself out of your limit...just to your limits.
I think you will began to discover a new you and a new person that you like a lot better - change the color if necessary, change the season if necessary. Do whatever you need to do to help yourself in the best way possible. It is okay to change.
As Mel Robbins likes to say, “5 4 3 2 1 go kick ass!”